10/26/2006
i woke up so early today that my head's spinning. well. it's not early for a sku day but for a HOLIDAY, it's super duper uber early! yes! holidays! thanks for coming! hah. madness. i'm just staying home. slacking. eating. sleeping. watchin TV. aint gonna go out much during the hols. strangely, i'd like to keep my sis 'company'. hah. i like her. (=

i'm gonna haf a sleepover. heheh.. with my sister!! AKAKAKAKA!! aint that the funniest thing you've heard? i'm weird. i know. and totally psycho too. hah. whatever, i know. i know. i'm super duper uber lame too.

so well. i had the freakiest and most realistic dream EVER. this guy, was like. my boyfren. he was totally nice in this dream of mine luhs. so sweet, endearing and sensitive lor. i say realistic cuz when i woke up i was like.. where's my boyfren? (i said that cuz i can be very blurr when i just wake up) den after like.. 10 seonds. i'm like. hey. it was a dream! ahahaha... but he was SUPER DUPER UBER NICE!! if he were like that and he was my boyfren,i'd be like WOW. lucky hor? hahaha. too bad, he's neither. but he was my dream guy. yeah. i'm weird. haha. i dream about crappy stuff too. plus, he's hot! ohkay, i'll shut up. xD

lets just say i dont like what you're doing but i dont wanna offend you cuz you're my fren. i wont start my "ooh. others dont like it either." thing cuz they'll never agree. liars. ohkay, nevermind. not the point. you stole what i had. i was unhappy but i fucking didnt say anything like what you did. i accepted it. you? when the same was done to you. omg. complain. very unhappy.. blah blah blah. if playing on other people's sympathy can get you back on the job, yo've done really well. congrats, dudu. you did it. so well. i aint doin anything not because i dont want to. but i cant do anything cuz there's nothing i can do. it's my opinion but what you're planning aint what i like. we wanna cultivate _____, right? so why we doin this? it's just wastin everything we have around us!! damnit luhs.

fine. i maybe skeptical, whatever. maybe it's just me. i hope it's just me. coz i dont wanna talk to you no more..shit. oh man. i didnt collect my glasses!! urgh! i ahve so dang much to do today! ass la kim! so kukul. forget your reebok glasses... *num num num*